Monday, May 31, 2010
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Monday, May 17, 2010
Sunday, May 16, 2010
law of attraction
all your thoughts, all images in your mind, and all the feelings connected to your thoughts will later manifest as your reality. In other words; everything you have in your life - now - has been attracted to you thru your mind. You can, from now on, create your life consciously. You can start attracting only those circumstances that creates happiness for you - and leave out those you do not desire.
death of moonfish
the death of moonfish occured last night.
oh how i will miss thee!
afterall, this blog was named after him.
oh how i will miss thee!
afterall, this blog was named after him.
Saturday, May 15, 2010
smashed
it's been a long time coming.
damage leaves you stranded.
closed has become the word.
inseparable was before.
emotions arise.
when something was and now is not.
too much.
everything.
longing for it.
but cannot feel it.
crushed to the ground.
forever it is gone.
damage leaves you stranded.
closed has become the word.
inseparable was before.
emotions arise.
when something was and now is not.
too much.
everything.
longing for it.
but cannot feel it.
crushed to the ground.
forever it is gone.
Monday, May 10, 2010
Saturday, May 8, 2010
life and its complications
Me: basically that the world isnt becoming better,its going down the shit hole
i guess greece went bankrupt
Tina: America is going down the shit hole
and Greece yes
Me: the stock markt crashed 1000 points because of it yesterday
my dad worked a 13 hour day or some crazy shit because of it
Tina: yowsza
Me: and theres crazy riots going on there
like people are blowing shit up and going nuts now
and then thinking about how my nana thinks the world is comignt o an end
Tina: well, the way i see it is...
we are adaptable creatures
Me: because of all the crazy disasters lately
Tina: our parents & grandparents had to make changes....EXTREME changes in their lifetime
and adapt, and you know what doesn't kill us makes us stronger
Me: and that everything that is happening is in the bible
Tina: well, if it is coming to an end then let it, that can't stop us from living tho
Me: yah, i agree with that, that doesnt effect me,but the whole thing about the economy, and because i have no idea what im doing
Tina: well, i think that is important,and I think that you should definitely be considering and trying to figure out more what you are doing
..it isn't a necessity, but we are just getting older as each day passes, you know
Me:myah i know,i guess i have to go back to school,fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
..fuck fuck fuck!
Tina:yeah, thats the reality that I realized
Me: and thats gna be a buttfuck
Tina: and that is a huuuge reason why i chose nursing
Me:because its gna be hard surviving, and then paying off loans
Tina:bcos I need to be able to count on myself,who knows if i will get married and have someone else be able to support me..i need to be able to look out for myself and count on myself
Me: yah but what i want to do isnt going to make me a lot of money
Tina:and that is a job that is fulfilling in itself financially (not tons of money, but enough to get me by) and its fulfilling for me personally
..i would LOVE to do something creative, to be an artist or a photographer or learn a creative trade like Interior Design, but those jobs aren't promising,like acting isn't promising
..i am not the type of personality or person to pursue something that would be a possible failure.Nursing isn't my dream job, but its my best bet
..and thats another something i am faced with..
should I do a program and get my AA that will cost less than 20,000
or should I pursue my Master's and put myself in the shithole and $90,000 in debt
Me: hooooooly, thats scary
-debt scares me, i dont like having debt at all
Tina: yeah i know..but i want to move from here and continue growing
Me: and i need to start saving more
Tina: but its an expensive price, but like we have always said, whats life without risk?
..there is no right waay..sure there is a smart way
Me: its just sad, what life has come to, stress, work
..life shouldnt be about fucking money ahh it makes me mad!
Tina: but what is truly smart, u cant predict the future and the possibilities that may arise bcos the coin can flip either way..heads or tails, and it is sad, but this is the world we live in, there is nothing else..unless you create it..the bum's fantasy world or a drug addicts haven
Tina: and altho its a scary world to bring kids into..pleasures like having kids and a family are what makes this life worth living,thats love
Me: very true, thanks for that :):)made me realize again that it doesnt matter, because love is most important of all
Tina: yeah it shouldnt...we cant control the world and where it may lead, we are only passengers, but we can still enjoy the pleasure that are possible through love
Me: beautiful
:):)
i guess greece went bankrupt
Tina: America is going down the shit hole
and Greece yes
Me: the stock markt crashed 1000 points because of it yesterday
my dad worked a 13 hour day or some crazy shit because of it
Tina: yowsza
Me: and theres crazy riots going on there
like people are blowing shit up and going nuts now
and then thinking about how my nana thinks the world is comignt o an end
Tina: well, the way i see it is...
we are adaptable creatures
Me: because of all the crazy disasters lately
Tina: our parents & grandparents had to make changes....EXTREME changes in their lifetime
and adapt, and you know what doesn't kill us makes us stronger
Me: and that everything that is happening is in the bible
Tina: well, if it is coming to an end then let it, that can't stop us from living tho
Me: yah, i agree with that, that doesnt effect me,but the whole thing about the economy, and because i have no idea what im doing
Tina: well, i think that is important,and I think that you should definitely be considering and trying to figure out more what you are doing
..it isn't a necessity, but we are just getting older as each day passes, you know
Me:myah i know,i guess i have to go back to school,fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
..fuck fuck fuck!
Tina:yeah, thats the reality that I realized
Me: and thats gna be a buttfuck
Tina: and that is a huuuge reason why i chose nursing
Me:because its gna be hard surviving, and then paying off loans
Tina:bcos I need to be able to count on myself,who knows if i will get married and have someone else be able to support me..i need to be able to look out for myself and count on myself
Me: yah but what i want to do isnt going to make me a lot of money
Tina:and that is a job that is fulfilling in itself financially (not tons of money, but enough to get me by) and its fulfilling for me personally
..i would LOVE to do something creative, to be an artist or a photographer or learn a creative trade like Interior Design, but those jobs aren't promising,like acting isn't promising
..i am not the type of personality or person to pursue something that would be a possible failure.Nursing isn't my dream job, but its my best bet
..and thats another something i am faced with..
should I do a program and get my AA that will cost less than 20,000
or should I pursue my Master's and put myself in the shithole and $90,000 in debt
Me: hooooooly, thats scary
-debt scares me, i dont like having debt at all
Tina: yeah i know..but i want to move from here and continue growing
Me: and i need to start saving more
Tina: but its an expensive price, but like we have always said, whats life without risk?
..there is no right waay..sure there is a smart way
Me: its just sad, what life has come to, stress, work
..life shouldnt be about fucking money ahh it makes me mad!
Tina: but what is truly smart, u cant predict the future and the possibilities that may arise bcos the coin can flip either way..heads or tails, and it is sad, but this is the world we live in, there is nothing else..unless you create it..the bum's fantasy world or a drug addicts haven
Tina: and altho its a scary world to bring kids into..pleasures like having kids and a family are what makes this life worth living,thats love
Me: very true, thanks for that :):)made me realize again that it doesnt matter, because love is most important of all
Tina: yeah it shouldnt...we cant control the world and where it may lead, we are only passengers, but we can still enjoy the pleasure that are possible through love
Me: beautiful
:):)
Friday, May 7, 2010
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Saturday, May 1, 2010
truth
"our greatest fear as individuals should not be of failure but of succeeding at things in life that do not really matter."
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