i really do not like having feelings.
the feelings ive been having lately have placed me in some complicated situations.
it is hard to know what to do about them.
you never know what kinds of things you will do until you experience it.
and you cant judge others for the things they choose to do because there is a reason they do it.
im in a sticky situation.
all around.
i have finally been able to push someone out of my life that hasnt needed to be there for a long time.
and a certain someone has helped me do that.
this is the first time i can see myself finding someone else again.
but the time is not right.
and others are hurt by the situation.
it completely sucks.
can i just seclude myself from all?
run away from it all?
nothing ever seems to work out for me.
im a lost lost soul..
