Friday, January 28, 2011
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Monday, January 17, 2011
Saturday, January 15, 2011
trust issues can suck it.
i've got trust issues due to an old relationship.
it's really hard to be able to put that behind you and completely trust someone again.
i always promised myself that i wouldn't let my own insecurities and problems with previous relationships come into new ones, but i am realizing how hard that can be when you know that someone can lie to you so easily because it's been done before.
so many walls were built.
walls that i didn't even know about.
i protect myself so much now, and sometimes it's hard to just let go because i know now how easily things can be changed.
i don't always believe what i hear, i tell myself to wait until it actually happens because so many words have been said to me before that came crashing down upon me and were completely crushed and proven as untruthful.
i have to realize though that at the time those words were true.
i just really don't want to be hurt like that again. ever.
you can't avoid pain though.
without heartbreak, we wouldn't know love.
i have something beautiful now.
someone so wonderful, and i can't fuck that up because of my past issues.
so here's to letting the past be the past while accepting it and instead living in the present moment.
to allow myself to fully trust someone until there is a valid reason to not have trust.
this will be hard, but i have to do my best.
because i love this person and don't want to see them go.
it's really hard to be able to put that behind you and completely trust someone again.
i always promised myself that i wouldn't let my own insecurities and problems with previous relationships come into new ones, but i am realizing how hard that can be when you know that someone can lie to you so easily because it's been done before.
so many walls were built.
walls that i didn't even know about.
i protect myself so much now, and sometimes it's hard to just let go because i know now how easily things can be changed.
i don't always believe what i hear, i tell myself to wait until it actually happens because so many words have been said to me before that came crashing down upon me and were completely crushed and proven as untruthful.
i have to realize though that at the time those words were true.
i just really don't want to be hurt like that again. ever.
you can't avoid pain though.
without heartbreak, we wouldn't know love.
i have something beautiful now.
someone so wonderful, and i can't fuck that up because of my past issues.
so here's to letting the past be the past while accepting it and instead living in the present moment.
to allow myself to fully trust someone until there is a valid reason to not have trust.
this will be hard, but i have to do my best.
because i love this person and don't want to see them go.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Thank You Life
Thank you for this breath
Thank you for this inhale
Thank you for this exhale
Thank you for this Life
Thank you for this inhale
Thank you for this exhale
Thank you for this Life
Thank you Heart
Thank you for this pounding
Thank you for this pulsing
Thank you for this Love
Thank you for this pounding
Thank you for this pulsing
Thank you for this Love
Thank you feet
Thank you for this walk
Thank you for this run
Thank you for the Dancing
Thank you for this walk
Thank you for this run
Thank you for the Dancing
Thank you Eyes
Thank you for the Sunrise
Thank you for the Sunset
Thank you for all the Colors
Thank you for the Sunrise
Thank you for the Sunset
Thank you for all the Colors
Thank you Ears
Thank you for The Music
Thank you for the Rhythm
And Thank you for the Stillness
Thank you for The Music
Thank you for the Rhythm
And Thank you for the Stillness
Thank you Hands
Thank you for the Caressing
Thank you for the Clapping
And Thank you for the Holding
Thank you for the Caressing
Thank you for the Clapping
And Thank you for the Holding
Thank you Mouth
Thank you for the nourishment
Thank you for the Wine
Thank you for the Kisses
Thank you for the nourishment
Thank you for the Wine
Thank you for the Kisses
Thank you Nose
Thank you for the Flowers
Thank you for the Pines
Thank you for the Sniffles
Thank you for the Flowers
Thank you for the Pines
Thank you for the Sniffles
Thank you Arms and Shoulders
Thank you for the Carrying
Thank you for the Burdening
And Thank you for the Hugging
Thank you for the Carrying
Thank you for the Burdening
And Thank you for the Hugging
Thank you Voice
Thank you for the Expression
Thank you for the Word
Thank you for the Gift of Creation
Thank you for the Expression
Thank you for the Word
Thank you for the Gift of Creation
Thank you for this Day
Thank you for the Light
Thank you for the Stars
Thank you for the Night
Thank you for the Light
Thank you for the Stars
Thank you for the Night
Thank you Self
Thank you for the Laughter
Thank you for the Play
Thank you for You
Thank you for the Laughter
Thank you for the Play
Thank you for You
Thank you for the Emotions
Thank you for the Joys
Thank you for the Tears and Sorrows
Thank you for the Richness
Thank you for the Joys
Thank you for the Tears and Sorrows
Thank you for the Richness
Thank you for the Abundance that is.
Thank you for the Abundance that is given.
Thank you for the so many experiences and so many things
Thank you for this Dance.
Thank you for the Abundance that is given.
Thank you for the so many experiences and so many things
Thank you for this Dance.
Thank you Life
Monday, January 3, 2011
Thursday, December 30, 2010
how to stay young
1. try everything twice.
2. keep only cheerful friends. the grouches pull you down.
3. keep learning. never let the brain get idle. 'an idle mind is the devil's workshop.'
4. enjoy the simple things.
5. laugh often, long, and loud. laugh until you gasp for breath.
6. the tears happen. endure, grieve, and move on. the only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive.
7. surround yourself with what you love. whether it's family, pets, music, plants, whatever. your home is your refuge.
8. cherish your health. if it is good, preserve it. if it is unstable, improve it. if it is beyond what you can improve, get help.
9. don't take guilt trips.
10. tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.
11. forgive now those who made you cry. you might not get a second chance.
2. keep only cheerful friends. the grouches pull you down.
3. keep learning. never let the brain get idle. 'an idle mind is the devil's workshop.'
4. enjoy the simple things.
5. laugh often, long, and loud. laugh until you gasp for breath.
6. the tears happen. endure, grieve, and move on. the only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive.
7. surround yourself with what you love. whether it's family, pets, music, plants, whatever. your home is your refuge.
8. cherish your health. if it is good, preserve it. if it is unstable, improve it. if it is beyond what you can improve, get help.
9. don't take guilt trips.
10. tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.
11. forgive now those who made you cry. you might not get a second chance.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
New Year's!
so the new year is almost here!
i am excited to see what 2011 brings me.
2010 was definitely interesting.
a whirlwind.
the Tiger only showed me change, change, change.
well, the chinese new year isn't until february so i guess the tiger will still be around a bit longer.
but to celebrate this incoming new year, i will be dancing all night long!
it's been since April (coachella) that i have been to a music fest.
now it is time for TAO.
i am not even sure that i am ready for it.
it is going to be huge.
but things will go wonderfully because i will be celebrating with My Love.
i can't wait to bring in the new year with him :D
i am excited to see what 2011 brings me.
2010 was definitely interesting.
a whirlwind.
the Tiger only showed me change, change, change.
well, the chinese new year isn't until february so i guess the tiger will still be around a bit longer.
but to celebrate this incoming new year, i will be dancing all night long!
it's been since April (coachella) that i have been to a music fest.
now it is time for TAO.
i am not even sure that i am ready for it.
it is going to be huge.
but things will go wonderfully because i will be celebrating with My Love.
i can't wait to bring in the new year with him :D
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