i feel like dying

unsure

i dont like when these moods come around...

into the wild

You're wrong if you think the joy of life comes principally from human relationships. God's placed it all around us. It's in everything. In anything that we can experience. People just need to change the way they look at those things.

If you love someone, ask him for nothing. Don’t hold him from his destiny. Don’t keep him from going off in search of his own answers. Don’t ask him for commitment. You will know commitment is real when it is something given willingly, and not as something obligatory. Don’t ask him for promises. If you are patient, if you have faith, you will know in your heart when the right time for promises has come. And when that time arrives, then you will see that you have both lost nothing by setting each other free, and have instead gained a richer, fuller life, a wealth of experiences, and a stronger certainty of your desires.

But should he not return to you, then life hasn’t cheated you because no promises were broken. Your bitterness will not last long, and you will feel thankful and blessed that at the very least, this beautiful soul has colored your life, that knowing him has already made life infinitely more meaningful.

By setting a person free, you run a risk of him not returning. But always remember that you found him beautiful precisely because he was free. People are like sunlight. You can feel their warmth, and their glow, but you can’t hold them in your hand and keep them with you forever. People choose to stay. But a choice is made more meaningful when it is made despite so many other options.

spiffy tiffy

POOP!

poop is awesome!
i love poop poop poop!
go take a shit.
now!


you know you want to.
its good for you :p

my lover is away

my lovely girlfriend is gone.
this is gna be a time to adjust again.
i got used to her being here.
we literally hung out everyday.
so so so sad.
went to joshua tree yesterday.
that was a little adventure :)
saw the snowwwww!
saw the INTEGRATRON. this place built with no metal by some man who was given the knowledge by aliens to build it.
i guess you can teleport and do crazy shit.
unfortunately it was closed so we couldnt go in but we admired it from a short distance.
leave it to sean to know about the most random shit ever. hahaha.
its all about the adventures these days my friends.
wake up and randomly go somewhere.
it is fun stuff!
cool sights, beautiful surroundings.

happy sneaks!

and everything goes to the sound of the beat

can we all just dance in the streets?
move our feet to the beat?
live free?
i neeeeeeeeeeeeeed a good dance sesh, damnit!
rave rave raveee come sooooon!

see ya later alligator

im setting myself free..
from this torment of the mind

pour down on me

its raining! its pouring! the old man is snoooring...

im at home looking out my window, watching the rain pour down on this earth.
such a beautiful thing.
wish i could go outside and do a rain dance, but i have to leave for work soon.
going to play some donkey kong tonight with my girlfrieeend!
some moonfish time, some DK time, some snacks, and rain outside our window.
lovely lovely lovely!

i needed it

what a beautiful night last night
what a beautiful day today
i felt amazing pure love again last night
it was a good dose
and its carrying on through the day today
i am content
i am in the moment
i feel good
blissssssssssssssss

ice cream and cake and cake

ice cream and cake, do the ice cream and cake!

hummunah

my life right now is just...
random
i have no idea whats going on
my feelings are all over the place
my mind is going mad
i dont know what to listen to

FUCK

fuck fuck fuuuuuuuck

what brings happiness, brings pain

The pain I feel now is the happiness I had before. That’s the deal.

perception

i dont know you.
you dont know me.
we dont know anyone.
we barely even know ourselves.
and we will never know anyone.
we all have our own stories.
we all have our own perceptions.
never take anything personally because what anyone says to you or about you is their perception.
our words are filled with lies.
because words distort the truth.
we can never tell someone about an experience without it being distorted because we cannot put into words exactly what we feel and experience.
and that other person's view of that story will be completely different.

respect

respect comes directly from love; it is one of the greatest expressions of love.

dance freely

i like how each person has their own unique way of dancing. and it is completely different and crazy because they just dont care, they just feel the music within and move.

what we know is all lies

i wish..

heaven