goodbyes

its interesting how you can become so close to someone.
and one day, they're gone.
losing someone so close to you is the worst pain you can ever feel.
its worse because it goes on and on.
i will always miss him.
i will always love him.
there is no way to stop.
ya, those feelings will ease and not be as strong.
but they will never disappear.
he knew me more than anyone.
i told him everything.
he was there for me through my worst and best.
and now its gone.
the one person who knew me from head to toe.
the one person i thought i could always have.
i will never get that back.
ever.
thats the worst thought in the world.