so much loss

there's been a whole lot of loss this year.
i guess i dont take loss very well.
everytime someone leaves my life, i become down.
i feel a little more empty.
some loss isnt nearly as bad as one loss.
but it still all hurts.
this house feels a little more empty now that a friend is gone.
i dont really know how to explain it, its just a little weird now.
and work, i lost someone there too.
there is no way my wednesdays will be as happy as they used to be.
this is life though, i have to learn how to deal with it.
im not sure i will ever really learn.
and i know i will never stop loving a certain one who will always remain in my heart.
sad sad sad.