we shouldn't have evolved this much

"Humans were not meant to evolve this much;"
our existence shouldn't have brought such drastic measures upon such simple things in life.

we are interesting creatures.
what makes us different from animals is the power of our mind.
however, sometimes i believe we are damaging to this world.
yes, we have brought beauty, but we have also brought horror.
we kill one another.
we judge one another.
we criticize one another.
we are selfish.
we bring chaos.
we do not understand one another.
we lie.
these things make me doubt the human existence.
children are pure and innocent.
what makes us as children become these power hungry, controlling, selfish people?
society, government, schools, parents, etc etc.
we become brainwashed.
we are told how to act, what to do, how to think.
we can break away from it, but we still have these preconceived opinions.
the world will never be a wonderful place as long as humans live.
however, in order to be happy, we have to wash away these thoughts.
we have to purely live in the moment and try to do good.
that can bring an individual happiness.
because as long as these horrible things stay on the mind,
we will drown ourselves and torment ourselves.
so try to clear the mind.
and just accept the beauty of nature.
walk outside.
look at the sky above.
breathe.
capture the beauty that surrounds us.